"cathartic" - amber lee 2k14
is cliche but for the first time in my life i am feeling -exorbitant because i let my feelings out-
and that is so so important to me i was lashing out at a lot of people and looking at snapchat stories and feeling sad
but then i wrote about my dumb selfish thoughts and i just !!!! it feels like i gained twenty followers on tumblr in ten minutes, that sort of happy temporary surge of dopamine (or is it endorphins? what? i don't know hormones are confusing ((are they even hormones))
im learning to write for myself and not for others and oh my goodness it feels so good :~)