that is quite easy to cross.
I am constantly afraid of becoming an unoriginal, mundane person. Okay, granted, I kinda already am... but at least I have thoughts and opinions.
wow this is turning into a "mainstream sucks!!!" post really fast... it makes me so mad that people look down on others for their music taste like it is literally just sounds going through your ear don't be so prententious gdi. same with like shoes/clothing i know i do it all the time but i'm trying to better myself... it's literally just a piece of clothing calm down myra. it just makes me sad that most people at my school dress similarly like abercrombie/aeropostale/hollister hoodie + skinny jeans. i mean you are a rad person no matter what you wear but seriously just wear whatever you want. just don't dress for guys hah. the day i dress for a guy is the day i dress in my coffin to see Jesus christ okay. huh.
too much conformity & academic stress around here, sometimes I really want to get out of this bubble, please. how are all these math classes going to help me become a new york it girl with a massive wardrobe and a boyfriend in an indie rock band that muses about me huh. behind every successful person is herself!!! not her parents. i'm just really angry right now about all the dull people i interact with everyday wow sorry. i s2g half of my school is of homophobic racist morons and i just hate most people sometimes. get a life from costco!! grow some opinions in your backyard and please try to hold proper conversations with people because guESS WHAT COLLEGES CARE ABOUT YOUR PERSONALITY. oh yeah if you do well in school it should be influenced by your work ethic not how much your mom nags you ugh i just want to punch everyone please.
"Life is like a piano. The white keys represent happiness and the black keys represent sadness. But as you go through life, remember that the black keys make music too." if you don't like where you are in life then freaking change it don't romanticize depression or anxiety get over yourself and do something!!!! no matter how small or unimportant it seems to be. when i need a refresher just open the curtains(day time) or put on your dad's crocs and look at the stars they are gorgeous. throw away some stuff. just throw it away. get up right now and just do it